do u really meant what you've said or...

i'm torchering myself with the loneliness
with the feeling of missing u
longing to be look upon
to be searched
i'm torched
ripped up
broken appart
even the love song sang
can't mend the pain down
try to see beneath you
do you ever care
or...

let the silent air breeze through the tip of my head
do i really have a bit of you heart
or...

the screen up front flickering and flaring
showing some sites that i don't even browse
do u really try to find me when i'm not around
or...

do u really meant what you've said
or...

note:
a damn silly lousy day without u